Waiting.

Warning: this was inspired during a really really overreacting situation.

Now that i look back this is complete nonsense.

I wait.

Sat on my desk,

staring at my phone,

refreshing my email,

staring at my internet page,

I wait.

I wait.

It's been 10 minutes.

She said she'll come online.

Oh wait she has tuition it's probably ending late.

I guess I'll just do more homework.

I wait.

I wait.

It's been 30 minutes.

There is no word from her.

No text message to tell me any news.

I guess she is just busy with her homework.

What if....nah.

I wait.

I wait.

It's been 1 hour.

Nothing yet.

I talk to my friends, wondering the whole time,

where could she be?

What if....no that didn't happen.

I'm overreacting.

I wait.

I wait.

It's been 2 hours.

Nothing still.

Where could she be?

She could be out with her friends...

true that.

But what if her mom found out?

That probably didn't happen.

But what if....

I wait.

I wait.

A call out to her.

The phone is in use.

Oh god. what now.

She wouldn't be using that phone to call anyone.

What could it be?

I panic.

My heart feels as if it was being gripped by someone.

Wait, a message!

She is ok. Thank god.

We are safe for another day....

when can we stop worrying?

We are hiding from the world to be together....

I am not the best boyfriend,

nor am i the best person you could ever know.

But we certainly do not deserve this.

It's time for us to unfurl our wings....

Lest it be broken or degenerate from years of neglect.