Priorities

We all have to juggle so much stuff in our lives.

That we definitely do.

We are forever dancing to and fro

between studies, friends, parents, activities,

and love.

Doesn't it hurt to know,

when your life is heading up,

with your love kindled in your heart,

that it will all go to end

to go down in a fiery crash,

all down to a storm in a teacup.

I prioritized you...

I know I know people told me

I should prioritize other things,

that feelings that come by during these years, are nothing more than transitory,

that they will all come to pass,

that they are unnecessary burdens that blind your judgment.

People call me a hopeless romantic,

a head-over-heel guy,

an idiot who cannot think straight.

I prioritized you.

I can't do anything else than but so.

I am what I am that cannot change.

As much as I would like to change that,

perhaps I should.

But I don't want to.

I prioritized you.

Sometimes I hope all the things I do are worth the effort.

Sometimes I wonder if all the things I go through are worth the whole thing....

Sometimes I wonder if I'm putting in too much effort....

am I? I don't know.....

but I do feel for you. only if things were better....